ome people just don't get how badly they've fucked up, and then I get messages about "how sorry I am that I hurt you" which isn't even the point. It isn't about how badly you may or may not have hurt me if you're just a fuck-up I want nothing to do with anymore. Regretting the time you spend with someone? Bad sign. Wanting to wash all your things to get their lingering stench off them? Petty, but at the time I couldn't shake the feeling- or the smell- of Marlboro smoke and vodka all over my belongings. I'm fucked-up too- for telling all the ways in my life I am, even the ways that weren't mine to tell- but mostly for putting up with his shit for this long.
|Glassjaw- Siberian Kiss|